Worship feeds us, so we can feed God's sheep
Are you already feeling a
little overwhelmed by your fall schedule as it approaches? More
meetings? More commitments? I usually write at least one column
every fall on the stewardship of time.
This week, however, someone
wrote to me about the value of spending time in worship. She is a
very devout woman who does good for people and raises money for good
causes and I was not offended at all by her question. Everything but
the Gospel is open for question in my mind.
I do see incredible value in
the time spent in worship. For some people it seems selfish because
it is something they do for themselves. They would probably put
meditation time in there too. But worship is about the gathered
community. Often we are at worship as much for the other people there
as we are for ourselves. And because we are fed and nourished, we are
there for all the people we take care of all week long, that we might
have the strength and compassion to deal with them in a Christlike
manner.
I had a thought when I was
meditating on so many hurts and sorrows in this world. We put up so
many crosses and crucifixes to remind us of Christ. I think Christ would like it if instead of our gaze being upon the cross, that
we would check out the view from the cross. I think that is
what worship invites us to do. We are fed on Christ and then we
become Christ and we look out on the people around us and on the
hurting world through the eyes of Christ on the cross. And we look
out with compassion.
There are so many things in
your calendar that need to be rethought, and yes, one of them is
worship. But when you rethink it, consider more time in worship for
the sake of others.
My husband shared the most
incredible metaphor. He had witnessed a scene of hungry people,
starving people standing waiting for food, and as they were fed the
mothers carrying babies on their backs would chew, take some food out
of their mouths and put it in their babies mouths. I think that
spiritually that is what we do. We who are hungry get fed. We are
starving for compassion, and as we get some, as we get some love from
Christ, we share it in bits as fast as we get it.
That is what worship is
about. How can we feed a world on compassion when we are so hungry
ourselves? We do it by coming to Christ to be fed.
Lord,
Call and feed us, and then as you did to Peter, bid us feed your
sheep.
-Amen
Copyright (c)
2004, The Rev. Dana Reardon. All rights reserved. Used by permission. Email her at
mspastor@aol.com.
The Rev. Dana Reardon is pastor at St.
Paul Evangelical Lutheran Church, Warwick, RI. A lifelong Lutheran, she
came to ordained ministry after 21 years in nursing, mostly in pediatric
intensive care. She graduated from Lutheran Theological Seminary at
Philadelphia in 1998 and served 4 ½ years in Upstate New York before
becoming a New Englander. She is still trying to understand the
accent. While in the Upstate New York Synod she chaired the Stewardship
Team. That began her fascination with what makes stewards -- and more,
what makes for generosity.
She
has three amazing daughters: Pastor Reardon says much of what she knows of
life she learned from them.